11.57pm

My God is greatly to be praised. With songs of praise I will sing.

When trouble comes, I must remind myself that I can handle this with God.

I must possess the character of humility to be used by God.

Lord one thing I ask, that is to dwell in your house, all the days of my life.

Let my words be few, lest I spoke of the things I don't mean.

It has come to a new semester, where I was employed for one semester. As day goes by, God slowly unveils the things I need to pay particular attention of.

A greater commitment, a wholehearted living sacrifice, an unwavering faith and empowered spirit, in which the Spirit of God testifies with my spirit that He alone is God.

Today the cell content covers on 'the man God could not use'. A few list of evident characters which restrict the usefulness of man in the eyes of God are: not listening to Him, think that we know best, shrink God, put a limit on God.

Please forgive me of not doing my best. I always thought that play safe is better than risk-my-life for uncertainty. Surely my God doesn't want a boy like this. Lots of empowerment and encouragement is needed for such a person to obey the Lord's call, to take care of the widows and orphans, 

to set free from the oppressors those who have been oppressed..... 

to obey the commandment,

to love one another, 

to resist temptation,

to live a holy and righteous life, 

to be a peacemaker of God, 

to bear fruit

to not look back while following Jesus

to become the servant of God

to be the priest

to be Christlike...

after all, I just want to obey and love Him, because He is God. And He deserves everything from me.